-never been romanced like this before.

Monday, August 25, 2008

events that have happened since august 1st

-cimb women's finals
-nicol david played udai singh
-headed to joe's at 11+ at night becos of his CATS!
-met simon and meng for tea on the 10th of August, went everyone at Ikea for dinner, had ice cream for supper and LOTS OF YOUTUBING!
-addie's birthday party at Taboo where everyone was literally gone.
-headed to Jason's on 15th August, his birthday! Played circle of death AGAIN!
-on the 16th, met mum and sis for japanese cuisine at JP, dinner at Spizza where the service was HORRIBLE!
-Stephen surprised me by calling me from his home on the 17th of August! i didn't even know he came back to singapore!
-met Xuan at vivo for dinner and shopping on the 18th. slept at her hall that night. caught up on so many things... :D
-was sick that week, so was on mc on the 20th. met stephen for japanese cuisine for dinner!
-on the 22nd of August, met simon and meng for fireworks at esplanade! AWESOME STUFF!
headed to indo as usual, ate at maxwell, then bunked at jason's for like the 1000th time..
-23rd of August, had parent-teacher meetin at work..so had to get up at 820. could have died la seriously. met hongs to eat at anchorpoint with the rest. we shisha-ed at night at arab st.. lol. i'm officially the laughin stock of shisha! played circle of death again cos zac's crazy about the game ever since he rocked as Question Master!
-had bunny groomin session, then squash at anchorage and lastly, dinner!

i freakin choked when i shisha-ed okayy, both zac and zareth were teaching me step by step.. i think i need the dummy's guide already =/
its damn funny la, had so much fun with everyone. SALAD FINGERS!



i'm dead tired honestly, but i'm damn happy about some recent events which have lifted my spirits to a whole new level!

time to sleep. SOON!



I believe that, we can be extraordinary together rather than ordinary apart

Friday, August 01, 2008

you know, sometimes i feel like crap.
bcos the main problem is, i cant control my emotions. and its scary every single time i think about it. NEVER happened before.

maybe its because i just want more affection from you.
and every single time, i feel overwhelmed by everything else around me.

feel quite horrible.


You took your coat off and stood in the rain
You're always crazy like that
And I watched from my window
Always felt I was outside looking in on you

You're always the mysterious one with dark eyes and careless hair

You were fashionably sensitive, but too cool to care
You stood in my doorway, with nothing to say
Besides some comments on the weather

Well in case you failed to notice, in case you failed to see
This is my heart bleeding before you, this is me down on my knees

These foolish games are tearing me apart

And your thoughtless words are breaking my heart
You're breaking my heart

You're always brilliant in morning

Smoking your cigarettes and talking over coffee
Your philosophies on art, Baroque moved
Do you loved Mozart and you'd speak of your loved ones
As I clumsily strummed my guitar

Well excuse me, cause I've mistaken you for somebody else

Somebody who gave a damn, somebody more like myself
These foolish games are tearing me,
You're tearing me, you're tearing me apart
And your thoughtless words are breaking my heart
You're breaking my heart


You took off your coat and stood in the rain
You were always crazy like that



and here i am, sitting in the comfort of my room, after a fabulous night.
but why am i crying my heart out?